Understanding The Primary Anomaly

The one thing I always felt lacking from Cobra’s posts was a more intimate understanding of the Primary Anomaly So I thought I would go over it in some detail. When it comes to understanding the Primary Anomaly we must be flexible because of the fact it constantly shifts and changes according to many variables. In this article I’m going to do my best to convey my thoughts about the origin, purpose and destiny of the Primary Anomaly. Discernment is advised as the validity of this information can be very difficult to determine. Without further ado let’s dive into The Primary Anomaly.

What is the Primary Anomaly?

COBRA – The Primary Anomaly is continuous. It’s a random function which exists without a purpose.  It is not negative by itself, but free will interacting with primary anomaly has a strong tendency towards evil and negativity because primary anomaly was never in touch with the Source.

Untwine : Ok. So the quantum potential force that generated darkness, we can call it contingency yes ?

COBRA : Yes

The Quantum Field is probably the closest thing we have to understanding what the Primary Anomaly is. Yet the quantum field is more then the Primary Anomaly; you could say that the Quantum Indeterminacy and Heisenberg’s Uncertainty Principle is scientifically speaking the closest example in which we can understand the Primary Anomaly; but yet the Primary Anomaly is much more then just these ideas.

The primary anomaly is a randomizing function that creates the necessary catalyst in our universe in order for life prosper and grow. It’s purpose is to enrich our creation by exposing us to the needed catalyst for further spiritual development. It is the very basis for this dualistic reality; one where contrast can be utilized to further one’s growth. Fundamentally on a human level a dualistic system is itself a paradox; how can opposites unite and be one? Yet when you look at the many teachings throughout human history you discover this very unity. Take the Yin-Yang symbol for example; Taoism teaches the unity between the Light and Darkness.

This is required in order to understand the relative dependency of this dualistic reality. All is relative in one degree or another; because all is one. As the old saying goes “All roads lead to rome” yet in this case “All is One”. Yet that in itself is a paradox to the human understanding since we’re immersed in a reality that seemingly projects the idea of separation. We see things and since we cannot see the inter-connectedness of them we’ve naively come to believe they are separate. Thus this is why the human mind encounters problems when attempting to understanding the principle of unity.

There cannot exist randomness unless determinism exists as well. Thus the Primary Anomaly is the complimentary component of creation that helps give meaning to life. The Primary Anomaly is the Shadow while the Prime Creator is the Light. It is purpose found within the purposelessness superimposed upon our free-will.

What Is The Origin Of The Primary Anomaly?

Primary Anomaly has no origin; it is beyond the concepts of time/space. It exists as an energetic layer in this reality. Yet the Primary Anomaly that is interacting with Earth is of a different form. Cobra differentiates this by identifying it with the names Contingency, Darkness and Evil.

Okay.  The primary anomaly was always present, but it was not something that was first understood to be a great danger.  The primary anomaly became dangerous when certain beings decided to experience it directly.  Those were the first angels who decided to plunge into that primary anomaly and this was the beginning of the dark forces.  What is really dangerous is the combination of free will and the primary anomaly and this is what is called Evil. – Cobra

Cobra states that angels decided to descend into Primary Anomaly 8 millions years ago with very technologically sophisticated devices. When that occurred they were exposed to very strong electro-magnetic fields that distorted space-time continuum around them. Which drove them to insanity and had a very fast mutation on them. That’s when they started attacking and harming others.

Paul Levy is another great source of information pertaining to the Primary Anomaly, he calls it by the name wetiko or malignant egophrenia.

“Being nonlocal, wetiko/malignant egophrenia is atemporal, which is to say it exists in a dimension outside of time, although its effects manifest in way that can be clearly discerned within time itself”Paul Levy

This description is very similar to Cobra’s understanding of the Primary Anomaly. Cobra has stated that the Primary Anomaly doesn’t have an beginning or an end, it has been present since creation was birthed. Thus the primary anomaly is beyond the concept of time and is a nonlocal force that exists as an energetic layer to this reality.

Rob – OK.  In your recent creation interview you said that the Source projects itself into the Primary Anomaly and that fusion creates creation.  The question is, ‘How did creation come to be when there was no Primary Anomaly?

COBRA – There was no creation before the Primary Anomaly.

According to Cobra this universe was created from the interaction of Source and Primary Anomaly. Source intelligence projected itself into primary anomaly in order to explore and understand. This interaction resulted in the creation of the universe as we know it.

How Does The Primary Anomaly Influence Humanity?

There have been entire books written on this subject, but by far the best source of information to understanding how the Primary Anomaly works is from a book written by Paul Levy called “Dispelling Wetiko – Breaking The Curse of Evil“. This is by far one of the most informative books out their that discusses the Primary Anomaly in great detail, it describes the aspect of Primary Anomaly that Cobra has identified as Contingency, Evil and Darkness. We’re going to discuss some aspects of how Primary Anomaly influences us; but if you really want to know it in great detail buy the mentioned book above, you will gain much knowledge of it that way.

“The name ME disease(Malignant Egophrenia) is pointing to the very essence of what the problem is, that is, the grasping on to an imagine “me,” a sense of an independent egoic self, which doesn’t exist in the way we think it does.” – Paul Levy

Our false concept of who we are is the very basis in how the Primary Anomaly influences humanity. The Primary Anomaly has us identify with aspects of our being that are temporal and fleeting. Desires, lust and greed are instruments in which we’ve come to define ourselves as individuals. We’ve become so focused upon these ideas that they literally are the very building blocks of modern society. We desire wealth, fame and accomplishments because we believe that we can derive some sort of purpose, contentment and satisfaction from them.

Yet desires are born within the false self; which is basically the belief of me, myself and I. It is the dominating delusion of self that creates the need for desires. For you can only desire something if you believe yourself to be separate from it. When we identify with the false self we develop a negative ego which further causes us to fracture. Yet when one removes the concept of self you become one with all of creation and see that all that you desire is found from within.

All that you need to feel fulfilled is within you; no achievement, desire or possession can truly satisfy us. The peace we seek is found from within. When you focus upon your inner-world you realize all that you need is within you. You have a choice in how you want to live your life. Do you want to continually chase after things that never truly satisfy? You have a choice to be positive or negative, nothing can make you positive or negative unless you yourself have come to believe it will do so. It is your belief in the idea that creates its polarity.

Another way Primary Anomaly influences humanity is that it psychically projects the idea of denial. We do this by not taking responsibility over our lives. The Primary Anomaly creates an environment where it’s easier to play the victim then to be empowered. We blame others for our short-comings and flaws. Anything that makes us feel bad we’re encouraged to blame others.

We’re constantly looking to the external world and proclaiming this is the reason things are wrong. This is called Shadow Projection and what we fail to see is that the origin of what we perceive is wrong is from within. The primary anomaly encourages Shadow Projecting; rather then learning about our internal reality. Primary Anomaly has dominion over the external world; since the PA is itself the illusion of separation, thus it perpetuates itself through the focusing of our consciousness on the external reality.

Shadow Projection is itself the unmediated expression, revelation, and playing out of the shadow. Shadow projection is a process in which, without conscious awareness of what we are doing, we split off from and project out our own darkness onto others. – Paul Levy

Primary Anomaly also weakens our ability to combat entity attachments. When we play the role of the victim we invite more circumstances and situations into our field of experience that reinforce this belief. Thus we energetically vibrate at a frequency that attracts these beings to us. Like flies on rotting meat; they swarm us and take advantage of our belief that we are the victim. They attach to us in order to loosh life-force from us. We are food to them.

“Projecting the shadow opens up the door and invites in the vampiric entity of wetiko to make itself at home in the most intimate spaces of our psyche.” – Paul Levy

The Primary Anomaly can only sustain itself by deceiving us of the Truth. That being that all that is external of us is first an manifestation from within our inner reality. If we were to become aware that the universe is an reflection of our internal spiritual reality; the primary anomaly would lose it’s power over us. Thus it keeps us focused on the external world with desires.

What Is This Device The Angels Used To Descend Into Primary Anomaly?

Let’s explore this device a little bit; Cobra doesn’t provide much information on how it works. Yet I believe Aug Tellez may provide some insight into how this device may operate. He has a very interesting video on Youtube that describes what may be this device that Cobra has talked about. He claims that this device or at least one of them is present here on Earth. It would make sense that when the Archons left Orion they would bring this/these devices with them.

In this video Aug Tellez explains how this device takes the experience of consciousness and physical reality and cleaves them together. He explains the device manipulates the sub-atomic elements of this physical reality and projects them into the Etheric and Astral membranes of this existence through conscious experience.

Aug Tellez’s understanding of this device does correlate with some of Cobra’s statements about Primary Anomaly. Cobra has stated that the primary anomaly is actually a distortion of matter. Which is very similar to Aug Tellez’s idea on how this device operates.

Aug Tellez’s understanding of the device also correlates with Cobra’s teaching in regards to the effects of this device on beings. Aug Tellez shared that some of the people that figured out this device became insane because they couldn’t handle it. Cobra shared that the Archangels that used the device(s) became insane and started attacking others. This is a very strong correlations that may give credence to both Aug and Cobra.

Aug Tellez’s said these beings became vampiric and were consumed by greed, lust and desires. They had to siphon energy from other beings because that was the only way they could survive.

This description sounds very much like the Archons that Cobra teaches about. The Archons are parasitic entities that siphon the life-force from humanity. They’ve been regarded as demons by many accounts, but I believe that these demons may have been beings very much like you and I, but were unable to handle the experience of the device and thus became Demons.

Cobra even states that a fast and unpredictable mutation occurred within these archangels that used this device. This could literally mean the physical form of these beings changed when they descended into Primary Anomaly. Thus many of the satanic beings may actually be entities whom discovered this device long ago and have transformed into modern day demons.

Who and What Are These Demons & Archons?

This is going to be a difficult one to truly discuss based upon the fact that many individuals don’t take the existence of these beings seriously. They have been depicted in our history for a great many years, but concise, accurate and detailed information on these beings is lacking. This is going to be by far the hardest type of information that humanity will have to come to understand. No one wants to believe that negative entities can become very powerful, yet that is the reality before us. Yet even with all their power they still pale in comparison to the Power Of The Light. Because in the end, all is Light.

The origin of these demonic entities goes back 8 million years ago when the angels decided to dive into Primary Anomaly with the device we previously discussed. When that occurred they experienced transformation that made them extremely powerful. This was totally unexpected and when it initially occurred many beings didn’t know how to handle the situation because they’ve never had something like this occur.


Ok, Archon is actually a being that has been subjected to very strong unnatural mutation process. A long time ago in the galactic history there was a certain group of beings that were in fact very powerful Angels and they wanted to experience matter so they devised very advanced
technology based electro magnetic fields that distorted space and time continuum and they subjected themselves to this technology and this has changed their consciousness and this is the source of evil as you would describe it and those beings have been very powerful Angels before and they, after this process they became very powerful, I would say demons and they actually created quarantine earth and they have ruled this place for the last 25,000 years and now it’s time for them to go, their time is up.
” – Cobra

Now this doesn’t mean that the Archons of the present day are these angels that Cobra discussed upon, though it’s possible that some of them may actually be. We should also consider that others may have been exposed to the same device and had a similar transformation after the first angels did so. It is of my belief that in the negative hierarchy that people work their way up to join the ranks of Archons. Many of the people/entities in the negative hierarchy may be serving these beings to earn their rites of passage.

Yet of course the original angels would most likely be the most powerful archons/demons in the negative hierarchy. Yet just how powerful are these beings? What kind of abilities would they possess? This is something that has always intrigued my curiosity and I believe I may have some information that will put this into perspective.

First things first, I’m going to say that these beings had/have great power, but they are not all powerful. Yet to most of the beings within this galaxy they would appear to be God-Like by means in which few can accept as being possible. Yet they have limitations. I also believe their power presently is very minute and minimal which has been drastically reduced to the point where they’re still powerful by our understanding but the power they possess is nowhere close to what it once was.

So what kind of power did/do these beings have? First off let’s establish a baseline of how much a negative being can evolve.

“I am Ra. There are no [negative] beings which have attained the Oversoul manifestation, which is the honor/duty of the mind/body/spirit complex totality of late sixth density, as you would term it in your time measurements. These negatively oriented mind/body/spirit complexes have a difficulty which to our knowledge has never been overcome, for after fifth-density graduation wisdom is available but must be matched with an equal amount of love. This love/light is very, very difficult to achieve in unity when following the negative path and during the earlier part of the sixth density, society complexes of the negative orientation will choose to release the potential and leap into the sixth-density positive.” – RA

What we can gather from RA’s teaching is that a negative being can evolve up to lower 6th density, but will struggle past that because of their inability to integrate aspects of creation into their being. Many of them eventually make a switch over to sixth-density positive.

Yet what does all this mean? If we’re 3rd density entities, how would we perceive a lower 6th dimensional entity? I believe the only way to understand these beings is to look to material considered fictional because by all account their abilities would baffle us 3rd density beings. Let’s start off with H.P. Lovecraft.

H.P. Lovecraft is a renowned horror writer whom wrote many books and articles. Yet what makes him very interesting is the fact he wrote about many things he dreamed about. He had many nightmares and much of his material was influenced by these dreams. The only reason I take his nightmares seriously is because of the fact I’ve experienced similar dreams. I’ve had many dreams people would consider to be nightmares with very powerful and menacing entities in them. They wrecked havoc in my dream-state and many times I’ve woken up frightened and afraid.

Nowadays though I still have these dreams, but what I’ve learned these last 9 years seems to have reduced the polarity of these dreams. They no longer are experienced as being terribly frightening. It’s as if I’ve come to accept them for who/what they are rather then what I fear. My journey through life has allowed me to look upon these beings from a more non-polarized point of view and it’s help me to understand them in a more productive, positive and healthy manner.

Another thing I found particularly interesting was his depiction of the being he called Cthulhu. This entity had tentacles and as many of you may be aware of Cobra has stated that Yaldabaoth is a former archangel that is now a parasitic octopus like entity with plasma filaments that resemble tentacles. What is also a very interesting correlation is that Cthulhu has wings as well; which by human understanding angels have as well. It’s as if this form is a representation of a fallen angel.

U : “So this angelic being is Yaldabaoth?”

Cobra : “I would say a fallen archangel at this point.” 

Cthulhu

Then there is another being called Yog-Sothoth that is particularly interesting because of it’s similarities to Edward Bulwer-Lytton’s description of the Guardian Of The Threshold. In fact one of Yog-Sothoth’s avatars is called The Dweller On The Threshold which. Speaking from experience I encountered such a being before under the avatar of Choronzon. Yet you must remember this being isn’t one that has a single name or destination; it has been called many names throughout history. It’s lower purpose is to suppress and enslave humanity; yet it’s higher purpose is to help humanity transcend the ego.

“Yet the possessor of this insight knows that without experience in visible reality he would be totally powerless in that other invisible reality. Before he can live in the latter he must have the requisite faculties and instruments which can only be acquired in the visible world. Consciousness in the invisible world is not possible without spiritual sight, but this power of vision in the higher world is gradually developed through experience in the lower. No one can be born in the spiritual world with spiritual eyes without having first developed them in the physical world, any more than a child could be born with physical eyes, had they not already been formed within the mother’s womb.

From this standpoint it will also be readily understood why the Threshold to the supersensible world is watched over by a Guardian. In no case may real insight into those regions be permitted to anyone lacking the requisite faculties; therefore, when at the hour of death anyone enters the other world while still incompetent to work in it, the higher experiences are shrouded from him until he is fit to behold them.” – Rudolf Steiner

These Demons/Archons may have/had abilities such as Telepathy, Cosmic Manipulation, Fear Inducement, Singularity, Insanity Inducement and Reality Warping. I can personally vouch that the being that I encountered was able to induce intense fear, it was able to manipulate reality and induce a state of insanity. If you really want to learn more about their possible abilities study Eldritch Physiology.

These beings may have been incredibly powerful at one point and were able to influence events on a Galactic level; possibly even on a universal level. When the Archangels descended into Primary Anomaly they attained abilities that many would consider impossible. They were able to project themselves in the past, present and future. They were able to influence the past in ways we couldn’t imagine. They’re origin goes back 8 million years in the original universal timeline, but they were able to influence and change things in the very far past which would give the impression to us that they’ve existed for billions of years.

That was part of their deception; they intentionally manipulated the past and future to give off the impression that they were “ancient” and “old”. When you understand time you see that it’s not linear and is in fact much more malleable. Beings that have gained mastery over the time/space continuum can project themselves into the past and future as they so desire. They can do this as easily as we can change clothing. The same goes for their form, they can assume many different forms as they please or choose not to assume a form and remain non-physical.

You have to wonder about how these beings were able to keep the Galactic Federation Of Light at bay for so very long. In fact, Cobra states that now Earth is the last planet that the Archons control and that Light Forces doing everything they can to remedy the problem. Yet they’re unable to resolve the situation right away and that it’s taking a lot of time. I’ve always wondered how a Galactic Federation Of Light which probably makes up hundreds of species and planets can be outperformed by a small group of entities and beings on a small single planet. Cobra states it’s because of Toplet Bombs and that they cannot be removed, but is that true? Does that mean there isn’t a single entity within the Galactic Federation of Light that can go into the negative etheric and astral planes and remove these toplet bombs? Or is it they choose not to remove them because they feel that the ‘lesser’ species need to do it themselves? Are the species that compromise the Federation filled with only 4th and 5th density species? It’s as if there isn’t a single being within this present moment of Now that can remove these toplet bombs safely and effectively….

I could go on and on about this type of stuff, but I don’t want to turn this article into a book. So I’m going to end it at this note. I hope you all can appreciate the gravity of what is occurring on this world, we are resolving a issue that has been prominent on many planets and dimensions. What I personally believe is that what is occurring on earth is actually a 6th dimensional negative entity switching polarity to the positive as described by RA. Not only that I believe that once the Primary Anomaly is resolved we’ll be able to create realities of our wildest dreams. I hope you enjoyed my article and if you have any questions, comments or information that may provide greater clarity to my article feel free to share.

Timothy Frappier

7 Omens That Herald the Dark Night of the Soul(Included Are Some Comments From Timothy Frappier)

I dedicate this post to all those who have, are and will experience the Dark Night Of The Soul. I know from experience how it feels and the amount of pain, suffering and misery that it can bring forth. Know this though, your darkness will become an asset. My Dark Night Of The Soul experiences have been very tough, taxing and extreme. Many times I wanted to kill myself or cease to exist. I would see all the darkness in this world and really ask myself what is the purpose to this or I would ask myself why I should tolerate and accept life as is?

I cannot speak of anyone else’s experiences with the Dark Night Of The Soul; I can only speak from mine and what I’ve discovered is life becomes a roller-coaster. Constantly oscillating between being positive and negative is what I’ve experienced. To the point where it’s very taxing on my spirit, mind and body. When I experience the Dark Night Of The Soul I feel very weak, drained, confused and I lack motivation to really do much. It literally makes me feel very tired and it’s not uncommon for me to sleep 10-12 hours a day when experiencing it.

The Dark Night Of The Soul inhibits me from thinking clearly, prevents me from reasoning through my life and making changes that would benefit me. I react in such a negative manner that if people were to witness it they would all say I was having a nervous breakdown. That’s what it seems like to me as well; the emotions, feelings, sensations and so much other stimuli can be overwhelming. It’s not uncommon for me to have a ‘mental rant’ for like hours about something. I literally will for hours be angry, frustrated and upset with something. It’s extremely taxing on my well-being and then on top of it I feel ashamed and guilty about it.

What I’ve learned is that the Dark Night Of The Soul is not something to be ashamed of. It’s something to be embraced, as Carl Jung has said:

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I trust that my experiences with the Dark Night Of The Soul will result in a positive harvest. There is something behind all this darkness; there is a source of wisdom and knowledge that is rich beyond my wildest dreams. I know my experiences with it will help liberate myself from this false reality. This is what I’ve been seeing slowly; life is transforming for the better. I’m on the threshold and this last obstacle is all that stands before me.

I haven’t told many people before, but I’ve encountered what many would call a demon. The entity’s name was Choronzon and that experience was at the time very traumatic and terrifying. What I’ve come to understand is that my confrontation with this seemingly separate entity was actually the heralder of the Dark Night Of The Soul. Choronzon has had many names throughout our history, but the role he/she/it fulfills is called The Guardian Of The Threshold or The Dweller On The Threshold.

I’ve come to understand that my encounter with this entity wasn’t some kind of external event; it was an manifestation of my unconscious darkness within. All the character defects, darkness and negativity that I have not integrated came to the surface so that remedy and resolve could be achieved. This is a very good sign for me; it’s not something to look at with dread and despair, because of my encounter with this entity it was a defining moment that will forever be remembered on my part as the beginning of the dissolution of my ego. Which ironically describes what Choronzon is, which is a spirit of dissolution.

That’s the function of the Guardian Of The Threshold and The Dark Night Of The Soul. It is with the very act of making the Darkness conscious that we achieve ascension. I’ve been playing around with the idea of ascension for quite some time, but it wasn’t until I fully understood my life experiences that I discovered that I am on the path of ascension; but not only that it’s been revealed to me that I have already ascended and it’s just a matter of time until this manifest into my conscious life. I’ve included an song below this paragraph that enbodies the Dweller On The Threshold in a very beautiful and artistic manner.

I’ve been receiving messages from my ascended self(Higher Self) for quite some time now and it’s increased dramatically. I’ve also been receiving guidance to start sharing some of my personal writings that I wrote during and after an episode of The Dark Night Of The Soul and also my encounter with the Dweller On The Threshold. I’ve been extremely hesitant to share such information; in fact there have been many times I was about to share my story and writings but decided not to because I was afraid how people would perceive them. 

What I’ve discovered is that I am very much in contact and aware of what Cobra calls the Darkness which is a force that was generated by a angel(this angel is called Yaldabaoth) when he interacted with the Primary Anomaly. I’ve had dreams of where I was interacting with the entity called Yaldabaoth; whom cobra describes as being the angelic being that descended into the plasma plane and basically created The Darkness as we understand it.

I’ve been so afraid and worried about how people would react to my experiences, ideas, beliefs and dreams that I actually thought not sharing would be best. Yet there has been this soft and gentle voice that is urging me to start stepping out of my comfort zone and share what is within me. I will be sharing much more personal stories, experiences and beliefs with you all in the near future. I wont be revealing all of it in one big ‘data dump’, but I will share a story, article here and there. 

I’m being guided to share a story though that represents our future and what is in store for us. This is one of the stories that I wrote that when I read it I couldn’t remember doing so. I’ve had many stories that I’ve written in which I’ve come across and didn’t remember writing them. When I first read it I was brought to tears because it resonated so deeply with me that in those moments of reading every word in it I could FEEL the reality of this future. It’s THERE already; this future, this Golden Age is actually a living reality in this very MOMENT! It’s the embodiment of what many of us will experience in the near future. I call it Our World:

 

Our World

                Our world is one filled with wonder and beauty. Where every living being realizes the divinity within themselves. The sky is riddled with our brothers and sisters who soar above and create dazzling colors and lights as they glide upon god’s living tapestry on high.

                The cities are made of such awe-inspiring substances that look as if they are crystals. The colors reflect the moods and thoughts of the people. Pouring more love, light and compassion into our surroundings. This type of reflection allows us to see how our mood affects ourselves and those around us. With this interconnectedness we utilize this tool to help those who are displaying colors that are signs of erroneous thought-processes. Erroneous only in the sense that we as a collective and individual level have decided to live by the ways of the Law of the One. When the awareness that one of us is struggling, we band together to bring healing, light and love upon this individual.

                This being becomes the center vocal point and we as a collective consciously determine the course of action that is needed. We act as a tribe, all contribute to the helping of those who struggle, until we see that they are back on their desired path. This form of assistance is ever-present, but occurrences of this type of help is diminishing as we reach a higher understanding both collectively and individually.

                We assist the cosmos in the upliftment and enlightenment of beings who we share a natural affinity towards. This affinity being forged between the similarities of both our experiences. Thus, we are attracted and magnetized to those whom we can identify with. We seek to free them from the same forms of bondages we experienced so long ago. We consult with the Higher Order in finding a common ground between us and these people.

                We’ve mastered our abilities to manifest. Telepathy and Empathy are as common as the spoken language was to us during 21st century. Our cities resemble small communities that reflect the magnificence of ourselves and the cosmos. Everything is designed to be in alignment with our understanding of the universe. The uniformity of buildings is undeniable across the whole globe. We no longer have the desire to promote separation, hence the uniformity of everything.

                We realized in our past that buildings were constructed with the intent to be different. Cities would construct monuments to stand out from the crowd. To be different and to attract people to them. People would build skyscrapers in order to be seen and known. We eventually understood that this was a mental sickness. This externalized need for identity was the workings of our carnal mind. Everything we created was done to be “different” and “Separate” from other creations.

                This created a atmosphere of competition and separation. The Council of Elders established by the Divine Hierarchy decided long ago to reformat the structure and layout of communities. They used intelligent designs to inspire certain ideas and impressions upon humanity. This intelligent design relieved the strain on Gaia. The early stages of colonialism were riddled with abuse and destruction of Gaia through the archetypes of Greed and Desire.

                Our world, reflects the interconnectedness of we the people. Our creations no longer emphasize the individual consciousness, but instead the collective consciousness. Our education models are one and the same, when new methods of learning are discovered to be more beneficial, it is universally applied. We no longer have phones, planes, cars, or automobiles. We travel with consciousness. We’ve mastered the art of traveling within our light vessel. What many called the Merkaba in times long ago on Earth. We communicate via telepathy and there is no need for any device to do something that we can do with our consciousness.

                We no longer identify each other with names. No such label is placed upon a individual because when we look at one another, we see the creator and all of humanity. We know that we are all one and we treat and love everyone as if they are ourselves. Names were discovered to be a apparatus of the separation mentality. This separatist mentality was very detrimental to our overall wellbeing.

                The world we currently reside upon looks nothing like it did in 21st century. When “The Event” occurred the process of Evolution happened so quickly that it literally was mind boggling to the generation that was alive during that shift. Those who lived their first 30-40 years in duality saw before the end of their time on earth a world that resembled nothing of the old. The transformation was so beautiful and marvelous that the children of those parents who experienced the polarized reality could not understand how the world was like that. They could not fathom it, because it went against so much of the beingness that they were brought into.

                The world we live in is governed by our Creator. We no longer have a separation of religion and science or religion and government. It is all one and the same. We see the interconnectedness in everything. We also don’t have the same form of government that existed during the beginning years of nation states. There is no police force, no violence, no starvation, everything is provided for. We came to understand that the world is abundant and more then capable to provide to everyone.

                The Prime Creator is in the center of everything we do. We for the first time recognized the mistakes of the past. Not in the sense that they were “Wrong” but in the sense that they were needed to happen in the past, but no longer were needed in the present. So we decided to dedicate much of our effort to the education and reformulation of our individual consciousness. We created a system that allowed the past to be remembered for eternity and never forgotten. So that no generation would forget the patterns of the old. We didn’t bog ourselves down with the times of the past, but instead learned from them as much as we could.

                The revelation of our true history awoken a renaissance unlike anything that has ever happened. The story of humanity upon Gaia touched the heart of every human being. We all banded together in order to create a more perfect union. People became motivated to find the best way to move forward. Technology was utilized at the beginning, but eventually we learned to harness the power of our consciousness. Thus, consciousness replaced technology. Technology was seen to be a separation by our people, this was very hard at first because the comfort of the individual overpowered the mass.

                The self-seeking tendencies of the people during the transformation was a huge hurdle. It took awhile for the people to see the need to remove technology in our lives as much as possible. This was done by redefining and understanding technology. Technology as was known to the 21st century was, shall we say removed and replaced with a more suited technology. This technology can be termed Consciousness Technology if one were to need to place a label upon it. We replaced much of the technologies we had with new understandings and abilities. We merely had to learn to use them.

                Much of the technology that people believed in was replaced. There still exists a few artifacts that remind us of times long ago. When we look at these things, we understand things from a whole different level. All of the past technology we had was replaced by our consciousness. We became masters of Technology by being one with the technology. This enabled us the luxury to no longer create separate forms of this being. We understood that the technology of the early days was disempowering, but alluring and seductive.

                Life is beautiful, the animals walk amongst us. The carnivores no longer eat meat. The animals absorb energy from the source. We faeries fly openly, the beings that once hid themselves from humanity walk amongst us. Beings from all across the galaxy come to earth to learn about its history. The blue gem has a special place throughout the universe. It is a love story that many cherish and hold dear.

Timothy Frappier

 

Source: Loner Wolf

Out of suffering have emerged the strongest Souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars. – Khalil Gibran

Although we are all born with Souls, not all of us know how to fully embody them and integrate them into our human experience.  The truth is that in our modern world, we live Ego-centrically rather than Soul-centrically.

Mystics, saints, and shamans throughout history have referred to our struggle as humans in different ways – but they all pointed to the need for us to consciously grow into our divine potential.

One of these people was Saint John of the Cross, a Spanish monk who coined the term “Dark Night of the Soul” (“Noche Oscura” the name of one of his poems) based on his own mystical experience.

These days, the concept of the Dark Night of the Soul has come to be used in a much broader way. What was once a term reserved for people actively going through a Spiritual Journey, now has come to easily label anything ranging from a few bad days and a period of depression, to the death of a loved one.

But what really is the Dark Night of the Soul?

Are You Going Through a Dark Night or Depression?

I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.
– Friedrich Nietzsche “Thus Spoke Zarathustra

Even back in the 16th century, Saint John of the Cross himself was at great pains to distinguish the Dark Night from mere melancholia (depression).

After all, the symptoms of the Dark Night of the Soul are not that different from depression. But while depression is psychological/neurological/biological, the Dark Night heralds a deeply occurring change within known as spiritual transformation.

Here are 7 “omens” that together signify you might be going through a Dark Night of the Soul:
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  1. You feel a deep sense of sadness, which often verges on despair (this sadness is often triggered by the state of your life, humanity, and/or the world as a whole)
  2. You feel an acute sense of unworthiness
  3. You have the constant feeling of being lost or “condemned” to a life of suffering or emptiness
  4. You possess a painful feeling of powerlessness and hopelessness
  5. Your will and self-control is weakened, making it difficult for you to act
  6. You lack interest and find no joy in things that once excited you
  7. You crave for the loss of something intangible; a longing for a distant place or to “return home” again

The ultimate difference between depression and the Dark Night of the Soul is that depression is usually self-centric, whereas the Dark Night is philosophical in nature and is accompanied by existential reflections such as “Why am I here?” and “What is my purpose?”

Also, when depression ends, not much changes in your life in terms of your beliefs, values, and habits. However, when the Dark Night of the Soul ends, everything in your life is transformed, and life becomes wondrous again.

The Necessity For Suffering

My desire to live is as intense as ever, and though my heart is broken, hearts are made to be broken: that is why God sends sorrow into the world … To me, suffering seems now a sacramental thing, that makes those whom it touches holy … any materialism in life coarsens the soul. – Oscar Wilde “Letters

Polish psychologist Kazimierz Dąbrowski coined a term Positive disintegrationwhich views tension and anxiety as necessary in the process of spiritual and psychological maturing. In other words, it is the friction within us that causes the mirror of our Souls to be polished enough for us to glimpse our True Nature.

I often hear people speak of the Dark Night as some kind problem they have to “fix,” or something they “went through a long time ago, that is now over, thank God.” But what these people thought was a Dark Night may have just been a glimpse of the darkness within them, especially when they speak egotistically about it as if it were a badge of honor.

A true Dark Night of the Soul leaves a long-lasting impact on you – it changes you completely. When you exit a Dark Night, you will discover that something is always taken away from you (for the better), such as your beliefs, your perceptions, your former meaning in life, or even in rare cases, your ego. The metaphysician Ananda Coomaraswamy put it this way, “No creature can attain a higher grade of nature without ceasing to exist.”

Have you ever seen a butterfly begin to emerge from its cocoon? It must struggle in order to strengthen its wings. If someone frees the butterfly from its cocoon prematurely, it won’t be able to fly because its crucial tempering stage will not have occurred.

The same is true for trees. Trees need wind in order build their structural strength to stay upright.

Your Dark Night of the Soul is your wind, your cocoon; it is the struggle of shedding the Ego Self in order to embody the Soul Self.

If you try to avoid the hard work of, as Ananda put it, “ceasing to exist,” or breaking down your old confining structures, you won’t have what it takes to truly embody your essential nature.

The Spiritual Awakening Process

As humans, the prospect of change is avoided and resisted because it is unknown territory. Therefore, we fear it. For this reason, we require a Spiritual Awakening.

There are three ways that Spiritual Awakenings can occur: the first is at the hands of wise Teachers, the second is through the pursuit of soulfully mature people, and the third is spontaneously due to life experience.

Spontaneous awakenings arrive in a number of ways: a terminal diagnosis, old age, a near-death experience, a physical accident, the loss of a loved one, a romantic breakup, the destruction of your home or homeland, suicidal depression, or the complete loss of your religious faith.

The Dark Night is a herald, an omen, of change. It lets us know that we can’t continue living the way we have been living. There is no growth, no awakening in life, to life, without first seeing and acknowledging our existing disappointment.

Acknowledging our disappointment means becoming aware of the deeply held sense of “incompletion” that we all carry; it means becoming aware that something is desperately missing from our lives. Those that have experienced, or are currently experiencing a Dark Night of the Soul will know that something very fundamental at a core level is out of focus or completely lacking in their lives. Those going through a Dark Night will sense that so much more is possible in their lives, even though they don’t exactly know what that “so much more” is.

One of the common reasons why Dark Nights occur and are prolonged, is due to mystical experiences, or short glimpses of the divine, which spiritual teachers often refer to as “grace” or samādhi. Soon afterwards, the person “loses” this experience, and is plunged into unhappiness again. This is called the “halo effect,” “afterglow” or what the Sufis speak of as the “sobriety of union.”

Why does the “halo effect” happen? It happens because of the stark contrast between one’s rediscovered Divine Self and the return to one’s disconnected and tormented Ego self. To the spiritually mature person, the halo effect sets the stage for a future encounter with the transcendental, with God.

However, for the less prepared seeker, the glimpse into the Divine stirs up even more distress as old habits, obsessions, thoughts, and behaviors reappear. Now, such a person realizes that he has a long, complex, and demanding task of purification and transformation ahead of him.

In Spiritual Alchemy, there is a word for this experience called “solutio”; putting all the hard stuff in the waters of reflection (your ideas, your habits, etc.), where it dissolves and breaks apart, shows itself for what it is, and gives you the opportunity for a fresh start.

The solution to one’s suffering and disconnection from the divine realm can be any method of cutting away, dislodging, disintegrating and clearing old pieces of your life so that you can begin afresh.

Essentially, the Dark night is a process of shedding away your old home and going in search of a new one. Understandably, this process requires a huge leap of faith into the unknown which can come at quite a sudden and frightening pace.

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If you think you might be going through this journey, it’s important that you know that many of us have been where you are. Many people still are. There is no map, there is only the flickering luminescence of your Soul to light the way.

I hope our work can encourage, embolden and support you if you are undertaking this descent into your Underworld. (You can read more about the Spiritual Awakening Process in our book.)

For now, here is my favorite Dark Night of the Soul quote by David Whyte who understood the value of making peace with the darkness:

…Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize its own.

There you can be sure
you are not beyond love.

The dark will be your womb
tonight.

The night will give you a horizon
further than you can see.

You must learn one thing.
The world was made to be free in

Give up all the other worlds
except the one to which you belong.

Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn

anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive

is too small for you.

– “Sweet Darkness” by David Whyte