Why I Am No Longer a Light Worker

Awesome article that I found from Cameron Day that really expresses the Truth of the Demiurge.

Let There Be Light!

Source: Cameron Day

No, I haven’t turned to the dark-side, but rather I am transcending sides.  This article is probably the most important piece I have written to date, and in order to convey the full message, a bit of back-story is necessary. Hang in there with me, and by the end you will understand why I will never call myself a “lightworker” again.

Planet Earth and much of our corner of the universe has been under a spell for a very long time, a spell which casts doubt within our minds about whether or not we are connected with the Infinite Source of all creation. The spell causes us to feel alone, vulnerable and isolated – cast out from the Heavenly Realms into a cruel, dog-eat-dog world.  This spell is pure fiction, a deception of the highest order, but it has taken hold deeply on this and other worlds.

Intrinsic within this holographic spell is the notion that duality and polarity are natural aspects of life, and that we must serve one side of duality or the other. This elegantly simple binary imprint has become so prominent that we have lost sight of the larger holographic spell that spawned it.  Indeed, we have lost sight of the hologram all together, and come to believe that it is the sum total of reality.

Humans have been conditioned to worship the holographic deception and the agents that perpetuate it.  This hologram has been called Maya by the Hindus, and the Gnostics referred to it as the Corrupt Demiurge. I find this term a highly accurate description, and from the point forward I will refer to it as the corrupt demiurge.

Dark vs (False) Light – Duality of the Demiurge

In order to capture and control the widest possible spectrum of souls, the corrupt demiurge split its agents into two seemingly opposing teams:  Dark vs (false) Light.

Not everyone can be a saint, so there must be room for sinners within the demiurge, as long as everyone involved is under its spell.  What matters most to the demiurge is that we worship it or one of its agents, regardless if they are on the light team or the dark team.

There are many names of the players within this cosmic, multi-dimensional drama that you will have no doubt heard of such as:  Lucifer, Jehova, Beelzebub, Arch Angel Michael, Satan (different dude than Lucifer), Ashtar, dozens of Arch(on) angels, supposedly ascended “masters” and various other channeled entities.

While some of these beings play for team dark, and some play for team (false) light, they are ALL ultimately playing for the corrupt demiurge that controls them. This, in essence, is the big secret of the archons:  They are not just the “evil, demonic beings” but also those who pretend to be angels and ascended masters..

What is the Point of All This Control?

The corrupt demiurge is an entropic system of artificially-induced separation consciousness that is slowly dying, and it depends on harvesting the energy from the souls incarnated within its system in order to preserve its existence. In order to harvest the largest amount of soul energy possible, it created the dark-light duality paradigm to ensure that every being incarnated on a world that is under its spell would serve as a “soul battery” to help keep the demiurge energized.  The “good” souls would seek out the (false) light team, and the “bad” souls would seek out the dark team, but unknown to most of those souls, they are all serving the same system.

In order to keep the duality game interesting for its participants, the demiurge set up densities of existence that “initiates” on the dark and light paths could ascend through.  This gives the beings moving through these densities a feeling of accomplishment, when in fact they are navigating through a labyrinth of demiurgic illusion. The players at the higher levels of the hierarchies know that they are in a self-serving system, but they are fine with the deal, because they get to wield power and receive the energy of worship from beings further down the ladder.

What About the “Spiritual Hierarchy?”

Most channeled beings will claim to be affiliated with the (false) light-based “Spiritual Hierarchy” which includes “arch angels,” “ascended masters” and “positive ETs.”  These channeled messages are a dime-a-thousand, and more keep pouring out every day.  The dirty little secret is that these beings are beholden to the corrupt demiurge, and are waging a psychological battle on people that don’t want to be associated with any formal religious structure.

In other words, the “new age” is a multidmeinsional psychological operation designed to channel the soul energy of the “believers” of these teachings up to the “ascended” teachers.

Another one of their secrets is that most of the so-called “ascended masters” in their “hierarchy” never had a human incarnation.  These are incredibly deceptive beings that are playing a game in order to garner the energy of worship. In the real universe of non-deception, nobody would worship them, but in the illusory “sub-universe” of the corrupt demiurge, they are able to trick good-hearted people into pouring energies of love, devotion and praise into them.

As for the “arch(on) angels” they are in more or less the same category.  They are not aligned with the Infinite Source of all creation, but rather they serve a lesser being posing as the creator: the corrupt demiurge. Therefore they are not what I would call angels at all.

In honor of the truly deceptive nature of these beings, I have given them a new, more accurate title:  The Spiritual Liar-archy.  🙂

The Dark Side Makes the False Light Look Good

The two teams have to play their parts convincingly, and the dark team has really embraced their role as villainous scum ready to kill, rape, torture and do any sort of depraved thing that they can get away with.

The dark side is designed to be incredibly repugnant so that the majority of “good souls” will run to the other end of polarity, right into the “loving” embrace of one of the false light’s patriarchal religions, or to their new age religion with its legion of channels and “masters.”

Earth has been a difficult planet for the corrupt demiurge to fully control.  Human beings were once very aware of their connection to Infinite Source and all of life, and that awareness has been maintained by spiritual individuals throughout the entire reign of darkness on this planet. Because this awareness could not be “beaten out of us” by the dark forces, a plan was formed to co-opt the spiritual nature of human beings.

First, patriarchal religions were formed and imposed on as many people of the world as possible.  Anyone who didn’t adhere to one of the major religions was an outcast for much of history, until the last century when the “Theosophist movement” was born, which set the foundation for the “new age movement” to emerge in the 50s, 60s and 70s. The new age movement has continued to gain momentum as it has attracted many of the people who turned away from the hypocrisy of patriarchal religion.

The corrupt demiurge seems to have an “easy answer” for any of the inner turmoil that humans experience.  If religion doesn’t serve to appease an individual, then the new age will do just fine.  It’s all the same to the demiurge, as long as we “pick a side” that it controls.  This is why we need to transcend sides all together.

Channelers Are Being Deceived

I wrote an article back in 2011 about some of the problems with channeled messages, which you can find here for more background information.  If religion can be said to be “the opiate of the masses” then channeled messages would be the “HOPIUM of the disgruntled minority.” Every channeled message that comes from the spiritual liar-archy is essentially the same when you strip away the fluffy talk and story-line that is being used to couch the message.

Here is every modern channeled message, condensed into a few lines:

Dear ones, you are greatly beloved by all of us in the spiritual (liar)archy. We long to reunite with you, for we are your long-lost family.  Stay strong and hold onto your light, because we will make our presence known to you soon. Keep waiting (and suffering) and hoping for us to come and rescue you from your situation.  When we arrive, we will build a golden (c)age for you on earth.”

I used to think that this nauseating disinformation coming from “Archon Angel Michael,” “Saint Germain” etc was the result of dark-side interference taking over the channels without their awareness. What I didn’t understand back when I wrote “Who’s Really on This Channel” is that transmissions from “truly positive beings” weren’t being intercepted and corrupted by the dark side, but rather the messages were coming from “false light” beings of the spiritual liar-archy.

“Light Workers” Are Being Thoroughly Used

Back in 1998 when I first got into the energy clearing genre, I had never heard the term “lightworker” even though it had already been coined.  It first heard it some time in the early 2000s, and it sounded weird to me at the time.  Now I understand why:  because the “light” that the spiritual liar-archy is trying to get us to work for is the FALSE light of demiurgic duality!

You see, there is a massive effort underway by beings that I now call “Divine Agents” to completely obliterate the corrupt demiurge. When that happens, all of the beings who have gained power through the demiurge will lose that stolen power and will have to face up to the deceptions that they have been propagating.  None of them want that to happen, so in their cleverness they devised a brilliant plan to undermine the entire effort.

The plan was simple:  Approach all incarnated Divine Agents, usually in a dream state but sometimes during an “ET abduction” scenario, and tell them that in order to fulfill their mission, they need to “work for the (false) light” and take orders from the spiritual liar-archy.

This plan worked AMAZINGLY well, largely because Divine Agents have had a hard time living on Earth.  Societies here are badly warped, spirituality is twisted and abused, the vibrational density is heavy, our memories are mostly wiped, and we generally would rather NOT be here.  So any being that emanated light (even false light) and love could make a Divine Agent feel like they were making valid contact with truly divine beings.

I still remember my own recruitment by the false light that occurred when I was 6 years old in an extremely vivid dream-time experience.  They had me convinced that I was fulfilling my mission as a Divine Agent by working for them.  I think they always knew I would figure them out, although it took a very, very long time.

Ever Wake Up More Tired Than When You Went To Sleep?

Many Divine Agents who were recruited as light-workers report that they wake up more tired than when they went to bed, and their “dreams” were full of battles.  During these “dream missions” the spiritual liar-archy squeezes those they control of as much energy as they can. You may wake up with memories of having gone on missions to battle the dark, but the end result is that your body, mind and soul are depleted of energy which was harvested by the (false) light beings.

A few months ago I revoked ALL agreements made with any and all beings that did not have my best interests in mind, no matter WHO the beings were or claimed to be. It sounds like such a simple thing, but somehow I had overlooked it.  During the process, I felt resistance from beings who were claiming to be positive, but I stood strong and told them that I refuse to be manipulated into giving energy to the demiurge.

This has given me the distinct privilege of being targeted by both the dark team (ankle biters) and the (false) light team (spiritual liar-archy).  The (false) light team does indeed engage in psychic warfare, just in different, more subtle ways than their “dark” brethren. Deflecting these attacks has been worth it because I know that I am more aligned with my true mission to put an end to the demiurge without being side-tracked into duality battles.

It is also very nice knowing I am going to get a good night’s sleep when I go to bed because I am not going to be pulled into any ridiculous “missions to battle the dark” that the (false) light beings are so fond of setting up for their “light workers.”  (That phrase actually creeps me out now that I know its true origins…)

What Was That About a Golden (C)age?

The false light beings working for the corrupt demiurge want to maintain their control over the human race.  Our soul energy and agreements to live in our current cage empowers the demiurge and the beings that serve it, and they are not going to give that energy up easily.

We are, at this very moment, in a struggle for our freedom.  The spiritual liar-archy wants to move us from our current, extremely uncomfortable cage into a slightly more expansive state of existence, but one that they are firmly in control of.

One metaphor to describe our current situation is that we are like a flock of chickens pent up inside a tiny, dark, smelly chicken coop.  Those that have been farming us are preparing to let us out of the coop, and into a larger fenced-in area where we will be able to feel a little more free, but still within their control. This is the “farmer’s” way of ensuring that they can continue to feed off of our energies, while making us feel that we are free, thanks to the kindness of our captors.

The “spiritual” liar-archy does not want us to grow on our own to a place of self-empowerment that will allow us to simply walk away from their entire control system. This is why the channeled messages subtly disempower people, while pretending to actually offer them an empowering solution.  As long as we are sitting and waiting for “the good guys” to come and save us, we will not be able to discern who truly has our best interests at heart, nor will we be able to actually fix our own problems for ourselves.

Solutions for the Duality Afflicted

So how does a person get out of this duality paradigm?  The first step is to engage the Self-Clearing System protocols and revoke all agreements that you have made with any beings that don’t have your best interests in mind. Next, revoke all agreements to see reality in polarized terms.  Every time you revoke agreements, be sure to reclaim your energy that had gone into them. Then affirm your commitment to transcend the control paradigms of the corrupt demiurge without being side-tracked by pointless polarity battles.

I also recommend a brief daily practice of revoking all agreements to experience hardship, limitation, bad relationships, health problems, financial problems, family dysfunctions, and anything else in your life that is energy-draining. The number and quantity of agreements that we have unconsciously taken on within this false reality matrix are truly astounding.  When you pay attention to the subtle and blatant agreements that point to the invisible bars of your prison, you will indeed find that there is no shortage of agreements to be revoked.

After you have engaged this process, you may notice less “contact” from the false light beings, and you might feel a little lonely until you get used to the changes.  This is a very good time to strengthen your connection to your own Higher Self, the core of Earth and the Galactic core. As you adjust, you may notice better sleep and a sense that you can see through deceptions disguised with positivity more easily.

If you do get contact from a being, you can tell it that you are only willing to communicate with beings who have transcended duality and are outside of the corrupt demiurge.  Put any being trying to contact you to the test.  Question them point-blank:  “Are you part of the demiurge?” The beings of True Divine Light who exist outside of the demiurge, in the Real Universe will happily answer your questions.  Just be aware that they don’t speak in language the same way that we do, as they communicate with what I call “soul telepathy.”

Type of Communication Is a Major Indicator

The Forces of True Divine Light that exist outside of the corrupt demiurge are not bound by the left-brain right-brain dynamics and dark-light polarities that define the demiurgic sub-universe.  This means that they do NOT sound like a voice in your head! Instead, they use “soul telepathy” to emanate feelings, archetypal expressions, and an extremely pure quality of light that speaks directly to your soul.

The difference between a being of True Divine Light and one of the false light spiritual liar-archy beings is that the former’s light is warm, enveloping, pure and unconditionally loving, whereas the latter’s light is cool, piercing in an uncomfortable way, dominant and often overly-masculine. The spiritual liar-archy is a male-dominated group, and even the females within their power structure have a very masculine energy.  This male-domination is, of course, why the religious structures the liar-archy enabled all have a domineering male god, and no mention of an all-encompassing, feminine creator.

Another major difference between false light beings within the demiurge and beings of True Divine Light who are aligned with Infinite Source is that the Divine Light is not controlling, manipulative, bossy or judgmental in any way. Infinite Source will NOT impose an agenda upon you, although it will support you in your chosen mission to help dismantle the corrupt demiurge.  You won’t be given “marching orders” by Infinite Source or beings of True Divine Light who operate outside of the demiurge.  They won’t send you on endless, energy-draining missions in your dream-time, and they won’t ask you to do something that will result in loss of your soul energy, unlike the imposters in the false-light spiritual liar-archy.

The beings of True Divine Light are supportive, loving, nurturing, and they care about you as an individual.  You are not just a cog in a machine to them, for they understand that you are a vitally important aspect of an intricately interconnected creation. They have the utmost respect for those of us who volunteered to incarnate into the “beast system” of the corrupt demiurge in order to help dismantle it from the inside.  Indeed, there must be Divine Agents working both from within and outside of the corrupt demiurge in order to dismantle it.

Discernment is Vital

I will be writing more on this topic and its many implications.  In the mean time, I urge you to drastically increase skepticism and fine-tune your discernment.  Apply your intuition and logic to information that you receive, and ask yourself “what is the agenda here?” There is indeed a very large, multi-dimensional “conspiracy” at work on this planet, and it draws power from us by pushing us into one spectrum of polarity or another.  Anyone urging you to “choose a side” simply hasn’t woken up to the fact that both sides are two halves of the same coin that is controlled by the corrupt demiurge.

I urge you to discuss these ideas with those close to you and look for ways that you may have been manipulated by the false light in the past.  It’s nothing to be ashamed of – the false light beings are amazingly skilled liars and manipulators.

Most of you reading this have already chosen to be a Divine Agent and incarnate for the purpose of dismantling the demiurgic control system.  You have already made your choice, and now you need to carry out your individual mission.  In order to do that, it is vitally important to sever all ties with the false-light “spiritual” liar-archy, take some time to regain energy and strength if necessary, and ask your Divine Inner Self to reveal to you what it is that you specifically need to do.

Stand strong in the true light of your Divine Inner Self and Infinite Source.

Much Love,
Cameron Day
www.AscensionHelp.com
www.GeniusBrainPower.com

7 Omens That Herald the Dark Night of the Soul(Included Are Some Comments From Timothy Frappier)

I dedicate this post to all those who have, are and will experience the Dark Night Of The Soul. I know from experience how it feels and the amount of pain, suffering and misery that it can bring forth. Know this though, your darkness will become an asset. My Dark Night Of The Soul experiences have been very tough, taxing and extreme. Many times I wanted to kill myself or cease to exist. I would see all the darkness in this world and really ask myself what is the purpose to this or I would ask myself why I should tolerate and accept life as is?

I cannot speak of anyone else’s experiences with the Dark Night Of The Soul; I can only speak from mine and what I’ve discovered is life becomes a roller-coaster. Constantly oscillating between being positive and negative is what I’ve experienced. To the point where it’s very taxing on my spirit, mind and body. When I experience the Dark Night Of The Soul I feel very weak, drained, confused and I lack motivation to really do much. It literally makes me feel very tired and it’s not uncommon for me to sleep 10-12 hours a day when experiencing it.

The Dark Night Of The Soul inhibits me from thinking clearly, prevents me from reasoning through my life and making changes that would benefit me. I react in such a negative manner that if people were to witness it they would all say I was having a nervous breakdown. That’s what it seems like to me as well; the emotions, feelings, sensations and so much other stimuli can be overwhelming. It’s not uncommon for me to have a ‘mental rant’ for like hours about something. I literally will for hours be angry, frustrated and upset with something. It’s extremely taxing on my well-being and then on top of it I feel ashamed and guilty about it.

What I’ve learned is that the Dark Night Of The Soul is not something to be ashamed of. It’s something to be embraced, as Carl Jung has said:

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I trust that my experiences with the Dark Night Of The Soul will result in a positive harvest. There is something behind all this darkness; there is a source of wisdom and knowledge that is rich beyond my wildest dreams. I know my experiences with it will help liberate myself from this false reality. This is what I’ve been seeing slowly; life is transforming for the better. I’m on the threshold and this last obstacle is all that stands before me.

I haven’t told many people before, but I’ve encountered what many would call a demon. The entity’s name was Choronzon and that experience was at the time very traumatic and terrifying. What I’ve come to understand is that my confrontation with this seemingly separate entity was actually the heralder of the Dark Night Of The Soul. Choronzon has had many names throughout our history, but the role he/she/it fulfills is called The Guardian Of The Threshold or The Dweller On The Threshold.

I’ve come to understand that my encounter with this entity wasn’t some kind of external event; it was an manifestation of my unconscious darkness within. All the character defects, darkness and negativity that I have not integrated came to the surface so that remedy and resolve could be achieved. This is a very good sign for me; it’s not something to look at with dread and despair, because of my encounter with this entity it was a defining moment that will forever be remembered on my part as the beginning of the dissolution of my ego. Which ironically describes what Choronzon is, which is a spirit of dissolution.

That’s the function of the Guardian Of The Threshold and The Dark Night Of The Soul. It is with the very act of making the Darkness conscious that we achieve ascension. I’ve been playing around with the idea of ascension for quite some time, but it wasn’t until I fully understood my life experiences that I discovered that I am on the path of ascension; but not only that it’s been revealed to me that I have already ascended and it’s just a matter of time until this manifest into my conscious life. I’ve included an song below this paragraph that enbodies the Dweller On The Threshold in a very beautiful and artistic manner.

I’ve been receiving messages from my ascended self(Higher Self) for quite some time now and it’s increased dramatically. I’ve also been receiving guidance to start sharing some of my personal writings that I wrote during and after an episode of The Dark Night Of The Soul and also my encounter with the Dweller On The Threshold. I’ve been extremely hesitant to share such information; in fact there have been many times I was about to share my story and writings but decided not to because I was afraid how people would perceive them. 

What I’ve discovered is that I am very much in contact and aware of what Cobra calls the Darkness which is a force that was generated by a angel(this angel is called Yaldabaoth) when he interacted with the Primary Anomaly. I’ve had dreams of where I was interacting with the entity called Yaldabaoth; whom cobra describes as being the angelic being that descended into the plasma plane and basically created The Darkness as we understand it.

I’ve been so afraid and worried about how people would react to my experiences, ideas, beliefs and dreams that I actually thought not sharing would be best. Yet there has been this soft and gentle voice that is urging me to start stepping out of my comfort zone and share what is within me. I will be sharing much more personal stories, experiences and beliefs with you all in the near future. I wont be revealing all of it in one big ‘data dump’, but I will share a story, article here and there. 

I’m being guided to share a story though that represents our future and what is in store for us. This is one of the stories that I wrote that when I read it I couldn’t remember doing so. I’ve had many stories that I’ve written in which I’ve come across and didn’t remember writing them. When I first read it I was brought to tears because it resonated so deeply with me that in those moments of reading every word in it I could FEEL the reality of this future. It’s THERE already; this future, this Golden Age is actually a living reality in this very MOMENT! It’s the embodiment of what many of us will experience in the near future. I call it Our World:

 

Our World

                Our world is one filled with wonder and beauty. Where every living being realizes the divinity within themselves. The sky is riddled with our brothers and sisters who soar above and create dazzling colors and lights as they glide upon god’s living tapestry on high.

                The cities are made of such awe-inspiring substances that look as if they are crystals. The colors reflect the moods and thoughts of the people. Pouring more love, light and compassion into our surroundings. This type of reflection allows us to see how our mood affects ourselves and those around us. With this interconnectedness we utilize this tool to help those who are displaying colors that are signs of erroneous thought-processes. Erroneous only in the sense that we as a collective and individual level have decided to live by the ways of the Law of the One. When the awareness that one of us is struggling, we band together to bring healing, light and love upon this individual.

                This being becomes the center vocal point and we as a collective consciously determine the course of action that is needed. We act as a tribe, all contribute to the helping of those who struggle, until we see that they are back on their desired path. This form of assistance is ever-present, but occurrences of this type of help is diminishing as we reach a higher understanding both collectively and individually.

                We assist the cosmos in the upliftment and enlightenment of beings who we share a natural affinity towards. This affinity being forged between the similarities of both our experiences. Thus, we are attracted and magnetized to those whom we can identify with. We seek to free them from the same forms of bondages we experienced so long ago. We consult with the Higher Order in finding a common ground between us and these people.

                We’ve mastered our abilities to manifest. Telepathy and Empathy are as common as the spoken language was to us during 21st century. Our cities resemble small communities that reflect the magnificence of ourselves and the cosmos. Everything is designed to be in alignment with our understanding of the universe. The uniformity of buildings is undeniable across the whole globe. We no longer have the desire to promote separation, hence the uniformity of everything.

                We realized in our past that buildings were constructed with the intent to be different. Cities would construct monuments to stand out from the crowd. To be different and to attract people to them. People would build skyscrapers in order to be seen and known. We eventually understood that this was a mental sickness. This externalized need for identity was the workings of our carnal mind. Everything we created was done to be “different” and “Separate” from other creations.

                This created a atmosphere of competition and separation. The Council of Elders established by the Divine Hierarchy decided long ago to reformat the structure and layout of communities. They used intelligent designs to inspire certain ideas and impressions upon humanity. This intelligent design relieved the strain on Gaia. The early stages of colonialism were riddled with abuse and destruction of Gaia through the archetypes of Greed and Desire.

                Our world, reflects the interconnectedness of we the people. Our creations no longer emphasize the individual consciousness, but instead the collective consciousness. Our education models are one and the same, when new methods of learning are discovered to be more beneficial, it is universally applied. We no longer have phones, planes, cars, or automobiles. We travel with consciousness. We’ve mastered the art of traveling within our light vessel. What many called the Merkaba in times long ago on Earth. We communicate via telepathy and there is no need for any device to do something that we can do with our consciousness.

                We no longer identify each other with names. No such label is placed upon a individual because when we look at one another, we see the creator and all of humanity. We know that we are all one and we treat and love everyone as if they are ourselves. Names were discovered to be a apparatus of the separation mentality. This separatist mentality was very detrimental to our overall wellbeing.

                The world we currently reside upon looks nothing like it did in 21st century. When “The Event” occurred the process of Evolution happened so quickly that it literally was mind boggling to the generation that was alive during that shift. Those who lived their first 30-40 years in duality saw before the end of their time on earth a world that resembled nothing of the old. The transformation was so beautiful and marvelous that the children of those parents who experienced the polarized reality could not understand how the world was like that. They could not fathom it, because it went against so much of the beingness that they were brought into.

                The world we live in is governed by our Creator. We no longer have a separation of religion and science or religion and government. It is all one and the same. We see the interconnectedness in everything. We also don’t have the same form of government that existed during the beginning years of nation states. There is no police force, no violence, no starvation, everything is provided for. We came to understand that the world is abundant and more then capable to provide to everyone.

                The Prime Creator is in the center of everything we do. We for the first time recognized the mistakes of the past. Not in the sense that they were “Wrong” but in the sense that they were needed to happen in the past, but no longer were needed in the present. So we decided to dedicate much of our effort to the education and reformulation of our individual consciousness. We created a system that allowed the past to be remembered for eternity and never forgotten. So that no generation would forget the patterns of the old. We didn’t bog ourselves down with the times of the past, but instead learned from them as much as we could.

                The revelation of our true history awoken a renaissance unlike anything that has ever happened. The story of humanity upon Gaia touched the heart of every human being. We all banded together in order to create a more perfect union. People became motivated to find the best way to move forward. Technology was utilized at the beginning, but eventually we learned to harness the power of our consciousness. Thus, consciousness replaced technology. Technology was seen to be a separation by our people, this was very hard at first because the comfort of the individual overpowered the mass.

                The self-seeking tendencies of the people during the transformation was a huge hurdle. It took awhile for the people to see the need to remove technology in our lives as much as possible. This was done by redefining and understanding technology. Technology as was known to the 21st century was, shall we say removed and replaced with a more suited technology. This technology can be termed Consciousness Technology if one were to need to place a label upon it. We replaced much of the technologies we had with new understandings and abilities. We merely had to learn to use them.

                Much of the technology that people believed in was replaced. There still exists a few artifacts that remind us of times long ago. When we look at these things, we understand things from a whole different level. All of the past technology we had was replaced by our consciousness. We became masters of Technology by being one with the technology. This enabled us the luxury to no longer create separate forms of this being. We understood that the technology of the early days was disempowering, but alluring and seductive.

                Life is beautiful, the animals walk amongst us. The carnivores no longer eat meat. The animals absorb energy from the source. We faeries fly openly, the beings that once hid themselves from humanity walk amongst us. Beings from all across the galaxy come to earth to learn about its history. The blue gem has a special place throughout the universe. It is a love story that many cherish and hold dear.

Timothy Frappier

 

Source: Loner Wolf

Out of suffering have emerged the strongest Souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars. – Khalil Gibran

Although we are all born with Souls, not all of us know how to fully embody them and integrate them into our human experience.  The truth is that in our modern world, we live Ego-centrically rather than Soul-centrically.

Mystics, saints, and shamans throughout history have referred to our struggle as humans in different ways – but they all pointed to the need for us to consciously grow into our divine potential.

One of these people was Saint John of the Cross, a Spanish monk who coined the term “Dark Night of the Soul” (“Noche Oscura” the name of one of his poems) based on his own mystical experience.

These days, the concept of the Dark Night of the Soul has come to be used in a much broader way. What was once a term reserved for people actively going through a Spiritual Journey, now has come to easily label anything ranging from a few bad days and a period of depression, to the death of a loved one.

But what really is the Dark Night of the Soul?

Are You Going Through a Dark Night or Depression?

I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.
– Friedrich Nietzsche “Thus Spoke Zarathustra

Even back in the 16th century, Saint John of the Cross himself was at great pains to distinguish the Dark Night from mere melancholia (depression).

After all, the symptoms of the Dark Night of the Soul are not that different from depression. But while depression is psychological/neurological/biological, the Dark Night heralds a deeply occurring change within known as spiritual transformation.

Here are 7 “omens” that together signify you might be going through a Dark Night of the Soul:
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  1. You feel a deep sense of sadness, which often verges on despair (this sadness is often triggered by the state of your life, humanity, and/or the world as a whole)
  2. You feel an acute sense of unworthiness
  3. You have the constant feeling of being lost or “condemned” to a life of suffering or emptiness
  4. You possess a painful feeling of powerlessness and hopelessness
  5. Your will and self-control is weakened, making it difficult for you to act
  6. You lack interest and find no joy in things that once excited you
  7. You crave for the loss of something intangible; a longing for a distant place or to “return home” again

The ultimate difference between depression and the Dark Night of the Soul is that depression is usually self-centric, whereas the Dark Night is philosophical in nature and is accompanied by existential reflections such as “Why am I here?” and “What is my purpose?”

Also, when depression ends, not much changes in your life in terms of your beliefs, values, and habits. However, when the Dark Night of the Soul ends, everything in your life is transformed, and life becomes wondrous again.

The Necessity For Suffering

My desire to live is as intense as ever, and though my heart is broken, hearts are made to be broken: that is why God sends sorrow into the world … To me, suffering seems now a sacramental thing, that makes those whom it touches holy … any materialism in life coarsens the soul. – Oscar Wilde “Letters

Polish psychologist Kazimierz Dąbrowski coined a term Positive disintegrationwhich views tension and anxiety as necessary in the process of spiritual and psychological maturing. In other words, it is the friction within us that causes the mirror of our Souls to be polished enough for us to glimpse our True Nature.

I often hear people speak of the Dark Night as some kind problem they have to “fix,” or something they “went through a long time ago, that is now over, thank God.” But what these people thought was a Dark Night may have just been a glimpse of the darkness within them, especially when they speak egotistically about it as if it were a badge of honor.

A true Dark Night of the Soul leaves a long-lasting impact on you – it changes you completely. When you exit a Dark Night, you will discover that something is always taken away from you (for the better), such as your beliefs, your perceptions, your former meaning in life, or even in rare cases, your ego. The metaphysician Ananda Coomaraswamy put it this way, “No creature can attain a higher grade of nature without ceasing to exist.”

Have you ever seen a butterfly begin to emerge from its cocoon? It must struggle in order to strengthen its wings. If someone frees the butterfly from its cocoon prematurely, it won’t be able to fly because its crucial tempering stage will not have occurred.

The same is true for trees. Trees need wind in order build their structural strength to stay upright.

Your Dark Night of the Soul is your wind, your cocoon; it is the struggle of shedding the Ego Self in order to embody the Soul Self.

If you try to avoid the hard work of, as Ananda put it, “ceasing to exist,” or breaking down your old confining structures, you won’t have what it takes to truly embody your essential nature.

The Spiritual Awakening Process

As humans, the prospect of change is avoided and resisted because it is unknown territory. Therefore, we fear it. For this reason, we require a Spiritual Awakening.

There are three ways that Spiritual Awakenings can occur: the first is at the hands of wise Teachers, the second is through the pursuit of soulfully mature people, and the third is spontaneously due to life experience.

Spontaneous awakenings arrive in a number of ways: a terminal diagnosis, old age, a near-death experience, a physical accident, the loss of a loved one, a romantic breakup, the destruction of your home or homeland, suicidal depression, or the complete loss of your religious faith.

The Dark Night is a herald, an omen, of change. It lets us know that we can’t continue living the way we have been living. There is no growth, no awakening in life, to life, without first seeing and acknowledging our existing disappointment.

Acknowledging our disappointment means becoming aware of the deeply held sense of “incompletion” that we all carry; it means becoming aware that something is desperately missing from our lives. Those that have experienced, or are currently experiencing a Dark Night of the Soul will know that something very fundamental at a core level is out of focus or completely lacking in their lives. Those going through a Dark Night will sense that so much more is possible in their lives, even though they don’t exactly know what that “so much more” is.

One of the common reasons why Dark Nights occur and are prolonged, is due to mystical experiences, or short glimpses of the divine, which spiritual teachers often refer to as “grace” or samādhi. Soon afterwards, the person “loses” this experience, and is plunged into unhappiness again. This is called the “halo effect,” “afterglow” or what the Sufis speak of as the “sobriety of union.”

Why does the “halo effect” happen? It happens because of the stark contrast between one’s rediscovered Divine Self and the return to one’s disconnected and tormented Ego self. To the spiritually mature person, the halo effect sets the stage for a future encounter with the transcendental, with God.

However, for the less prepared seeker, the glimpse into the Divine stirs up even more distress as old habits, obsessions, thoughts, and behaviors reappear. Now, such a person realizes that he has a long, complex, and demanding task of purification and transformation ahead of him.

In Spiritual Alchemy, there is a word for this experience called “solutio”; putting all the hard stuff in the waters of reflection (your ideas, your habits, etc.), where it dissolves and breaks apart, shows itself for what it is, and gives you the opportunity for a fresh start.

The solution to one’s suffering and disconnection from the divine realm can be any method of cutting away, dislodging, disintegrating and clearing old pieces of your life so that you can begin afresh.

Essentially, the Dark night is a process of shedding away your old home and going in search of a new one. Understandably, this process requires a huge leap of faith into the unknown which can come at quite a sudden and frightening pace.

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If you think you might be going through this journey, it’s important that you know that many of us have been where you are. Many people still are. There is no map, there is only the flickering luminescence of your Soul to light the way.

I hope our work can encourage, embolden and support you if you are undertaking this descent into your Underworld. (You can read more about the Spiritual Awakening Process in our book.)

For now, here is my favorite Dark Night of the Soul quote by David Whyte who understood the value of making peace with the darkness:

…Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize its own.

There you can be sure
you are not beyond love.

The dark will be your womb
tonight.

The night will give you a horizon
further than you can see.

You must learn one thing.
The world was made to be free in

Give up all the other worlds
except the one to which you belong.

Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn

anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive

is too small for you.

– “Sweet Darkness” by David Whyte