Perseverance In The Face Of The Negative Ego

When one adventures upon the path of enlightenment they shall inexplicably reach a crossroad that beckons them to confront their own darkness. That which is suppressed and ignored shall not disappear; eventually the adept must confront their own inner darkness.

This darkness within us has been termed “The Negative Ego” because by all intents and purposes it feeds off your negativity. This individual aspect of our being must be confronted and remedied in order to ascend. This negative ego is the very basis for the looshing paradigm and whomever can master their negative ego has disentangled from the Negative Alien Agenda.

The manner in which a individual will confront their own shadow varies from person to person. Some people will encounter a entity that is our subconscious manifestation of our darkness(Guardian Of The Threshold), while others may only have this confrontation within their emotional and mental bodies.

Regardless of what heralds this confrontation is moot; what is guaranteed is that your negative ego will fight for it’s very existence. The negative ego doesn’t want to give up control; it will do anything and everything to prevent it’s own dissolution. The negative ego has created an environment in which it can operate independent of you as long as you remain unaware of it.

When you come into the awareness of the negative ego it’s power is threatened thus it uses every tactic known to prevent your ascent. The main tactic it uses is to maintain it’s stranglehold upon your mind. The mind control that is present upon this planet is an manifestation of both our collective and individual negative ego. The circumstances surrounding our present predicament is our own creation. The world and it’s current state of being is a result of our thoughts, emotions, beliefs and actions. We have all co-created this reality together.

Perseverance will be needed when confronting the shadow in which lurks deep within your mind. When it’s position of power and authority is threatened it will turn your thoughts into a mess. Your ability to think clearly will be hindered; racing thoughts will be present and the randomness of the quality of your thoughts will be greatly affected.

What I’ve learned from experience is that dissolving the negative ego is very difficult. Your thoughts will seem out of control; you’ll have random negative thoughts emerge into your conscious awareness and many times you’ll wonder where they came from. Here’s a video below that is a prime example of what it will be like.

Have you ever experienced having automatic random train of thoughts coming and going as your about to sleep? Many times when I’m reaching a point of falling asleep I can sense my thoughts being directed without much conscious control. They flow without much conscious effort and the moment I become aware of them it’s randomness never ceases to amaze me.

This is the best way I can describe the randomness of your thoughts when your ego is being dissolved. Random negative thoughts that many would be ashamed of will emerge from deep within your subconscious mind in order to seek remedy and resolution. We cannot resolve that which we are not aware of. This darkness can only survive if it remains hidden. Thus the fact that your thoughts feel or seem out of control is a very good sign.

Most people will never experience this. This level of conflict within the individual is a very rare occurrence and only those whom are ready will experience it. It will be turbulent experience and it will herald dark times. This will coincide with what many have termed “The Dark Night Of The Soul“. You will experience despair, misery and pain that will challenge your resolve to see this through to the end.

This is where perseverance must be exercised otherwise one will be swept away by the maelstrom that accompanies the act of dissolving the negative ego. Ascension requires us to accept and integrate these dark aspects of ourselves. Be present when your negative ego starts a rant. When your stuck in a negative habitual thought pattern try to hold a space to witness and observe these thoughts. This is difficult to explain; what I’ve learned through experience is that I can be present when my negative ego is throwing a tantrum; it feels and is experienced as if I have an awareness that is beyond/behind those thoughts.

This has allowed me to lovingly observe these patterns without becoming emotional entangled with them, thus assisting me in releasing these negative energies from my being. It will be difficult; your negative ego will throw tantrums as much as possible, but the more you practice it, the easier it becomes. I’ve recently crossed a threshold that has proven conclusively that this negative ego isn’t us, we are more than our thoughts. The fact I can be this awareness that observes this negative ego has given me all the proof I need.

 

The more you practice being present when experiencing negative thinking the easier it will be to release it. Allow the negative thinking space to express itself; don’t seek to suppress, deny or destroy it. You cannot avoid it; your negative thinking needs a space to express itself. Be aware of it and acknowledge it’s presence. The more you resist it, the more it will persist. The more you accept and integrate it the less you’ll experience the negative episodes.

I’ve learned through my own personal experience that it’s paramount for me to love and accept myself in it’s entirety. Even that which is negative needs my loving attention. I’ve come to the point where I can become aware of my negative thinking and hold a space for it to express itself so that I can disentangle myself from it.

If you are reading this article then most likely you are or will be experiencing something very similar to what I’ve described. I want you to know emphatically that you will get through this and all will be well. Be present when the negative thinking happens; but don’t condemn yourself if your unable to stop negative thinking. Just be aware; observe your thoughts and notice how you can choose whether or not to emotionally entangle with it.

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Be aware my friends of your inherent power within; that which entangles you in negative thinking can be overcome through the act of being present. This journey in which you are about to embark upon will be very difficult, many trials will come your way, but with perseverance you shall master the negative ego. The world needs you to overcome this darkness; there is no greater service you can provide for humanity than overcoming your own negative ego.

This is the key to our freedom; disentangle from that which keeps us all in a reactionary mode. Be the change you wish to see in this world. Confront the enemy from within and know yourself as God! Victory Of The Light!

Timothy Frappier

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